Was hoping that things would go even well for us after we come back from genting. But it did not. I was really pinning my hopes high for the flea. You told me after genting you will talk to me about this. I was thinking I was able to persuade you. But then I guess I outsmarted myself and I ended up in another quarrel with you. CK asked me if I wanted to go to listen to a talk with him. I thought it was a good chance to bring along my boyfriend, to show that I am happy with him. But, in the end my boyfriend didn't wanted to and he says that I am forcing him to do things he doesn't like. Does this makes me a bad girlfriend cause I am forcing him? Am i forcing him?
Calling me, in this angry tone, what do you expect me to say? How do you expect me to tell? Why do I never explained myself? Because I can't. Because I am scared of you. Because I am scared to tell out what I am feeling inside and you don't understand me, in the end you scold me and penalize on what I am feeling is wrong and etc.
I am lost. In this relationship. I don't want to give up on you. I want back you, not the present one, but the past one.
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